°º°::take Ä step with më::°º°

not flying.

2008-07-07T19:20:00.002+08:00

This blog is not taking flight. As of now.

A.k.A.

Dead.

"A beautiful life that came to an end, it died as it lived as everyone's friend."

ttfn.

Find me my hometown.

2008-02-29T21:20:00.007+08:00

FindMeMy Hometown...

Something along the lines of these:

and my personal fav,

.

Ain't it just ideal?

Paintings by the talented Thomas Kinkade, Painter of Light.

a little poetic revival, - Red Star.

2008-02-19T13:59:00.008+08:00

a little poetic revival,

Red Star.

Burning, Burned
With a vengeance and fiery passion.
Lift my feet from the laboured ground,
quick as lightning without a sound. Come forth
red star - Lead me on.

By: IRF & The Maybe-MAC Makeup Countergirl.

Beautiful Breakdowns & Endless Fatigue.

2008-02-19T12:26:00.004+08:00

Beautiful Breakdowns &

... Endless Fatigue.

Beautiful Breakdown,

All over again.
Breakdowns during sessions are best described as,

"wordless expressions of mental anguish"

I cannot agree more.

------------------------------------------------------------------------

...Endless Fatigue.

It's pathetic how much snot(naval mucus) a piece of tissue of paper can accomodate.

Blow Wind Blow,
Blow What?
My snot.

I'm tired of blowing. Blowing people away. Blowing my mucus. Blowing the air out of my mouth just to keep myself less tense.

I'm gonna blow up anytime soon.
Anytime soon. Any moment now. Any.

Organized, Much?

2008-02-03T11:54:00.001+08:00

Organized, Much?

Got myself an organizer. The book one. Let's see what happens.
I want a new skin.
And somemore TicTacs.
& Get smarter.
Be more hardworking.
Go to NJC.
Just be smart , really.
Under 10 for O's.
Naively ambitious?
I don't think so.
Let's see what happens.

..Slow Me Down.

2008-01-07T20:46:00.000+08:00

..Slow Me Down.

Death Season Approaches.

How do I say this? Is it just me or are people dying? Like seriously. 3rd death I've heard of since 2008 started. Oh pls don't let there be a fourth. Things like these. You cant say....

Chaotic Passion Collision.

Saturday was MAD, MAD crazy! The words OHMYGOD are just not enough to sum it all up. Rushing, racing and running. I know it may seemed like I'm a hypocrite/traitor/whatever but I was only doing my job. That's life and life goes on. So breathe and sleep, I need to breathe and sleep on it...

Stuffing in Hiding.

I like to stuff my face secretly and pretend I haven't eaten. Or sometimes stuff my face when nobody is around and then when someone asks, " Have you eaten?" I'll say, "Yah." But that person might think I've not eaten at all. Eh, I just like to stuff my face secretly can. Is that so wrong? Okay... too much info.

It's NEVER too much isn't it.

2008.

2008-01-01T21:54:00.000+08:00

2008.

That Foreign Feeling.

2007-12-26T16:56:00.000+08:00

Foreign?

And i Quote from a certain someone,

"Give, but don't expect to recieve ..."

Be it Christmas,
a postcard from heaven,
a white peacock,
giving and not receiving,
something you dont want do but you know you have to do it anyways no matter how much you dont want do it and ending up doing it anyways,

IS IT ALL SO FOREIGN?

Todd&Courtney.

2007-12-22T14:27:00.000+08:00

Todd&Courtney.

Fans of Survivor:China, Enjoy.
Non-fans, you will enjoy.

"We're team Abercrombie & Fitch and you guys are all like team..What's left."

And I just freaking love Courtney lah.

I'll miss China. Best season ever.

.Missing My Eutopia.

2007-12-02T01:09:00.000+08:00

-MissingMyEutopia.

I know this post is dated the 2nd of December but it's actually the 18th of December today. Yeah. So instead of a Rewind in Fast Forward which would be the all the things in the past happening again in the future, this is gonna be more of a Fast Forward in Rewind which would be me giving you brief descriptions of everything that happened in the past, if you know what I mean. Know what I man? It's okay. You'll figure it out somehow. :D

Let me just get this off my chest,

I MISS AUSSIELAND!

Much better now. Will give you more guys more insight on AussielandAdventures okay. Just not in this post. It's something I cant do...Briefly.

Okay okay. Been watching movies alot lately. Legally and Illegally. Who gives a shit anyways?
Been gaining weight and then loosing some and then i kinda gained some more. I mean look at this ...

Look at that! Look at that and tell me you wont gain weight! Look at that and tell me, "Oh No, you won't gain a pound!"
C'mon. The food there is insane. They make people go big and they make people like me go bigger. Darnit. I practically gained 6-7kilos while i was there. That's MAD man. Loco I tell you, Loco!

Ouh yeah! I'm officially 15 now. That's right, one more year and i'm out of the shithole. And into another shithole. Hopefully, a better shithole. Or just a better hole. Anyways enough bout holes, where was I? O yes! 15! 23rdNov.
And i'm gonna need a new skin. This one is so angsty and dark and too gothic and all. I need something more earthy, brown, happy, hippie,free-spirited and just simple and fun.

The days are going by O' so fast. My Dec hols are just going, going, going, gone. Wasted. I've got so much to do but not really doing it. Oh look, it's negativity all over again.
Bummer.

Check out the wacko bird from Gumbuya Park:

.Send Me On My Way - Unwind with the Lightness... /Moon.

2007-11-01T15:35:00.000+08:00

SendMeOnMyWay -

Unwind with the Lightness...

I finally felt like I could breathe again after Saturday. I'm just so damn happy it's over. I feel like as if I'm light as a feather(We all know, i'm not). And with lightness in the air, there's spontaneity. :)
This feeling of whatever...just do it.
I am at ease.

---------------------------------------------

.:.send me on my way:moon.:.

And that moon.That moon that day. I was walking home one night and I saw the moon. A very. very round full moon.
And it just got me thinking...
Sexy sexy moon it was. Wish I had a photo of it.

am i actually happy?

.Send Me On My Way - Pday.

2007-10-29T21:16:00.000+08:00

Send me on my way: p-day.

If Beyonce's having her B-day.
Then i'm having my P-day.
P-days actually. 23/10 - 26/10.
PARANOIA. PROCRASTINATION.

I'll spare you the details. Let's just say,
I was doing something that was suppose to be done a long time ago.
how bout that?

You know how this works right? You'll say, " I can do it later. There's always tomorrow.
There's a whole week. Right?"
WRONG! You procrastinate, procrastinate, procrastinate and then you get all panicky.
Cause you know you have to do it...Or else, you'll be sorry. You'll be
SCREWED!
So try all you want. Try all you can.
What's left is not more than a second.

For me - All is well. End is well.

proof.

2007-10-18T11:47:00.000+08:00

Still.

2007-10-12T17:52:00.000+08:00

I love this show.

I still do.

The Inside Speaks Out.

2007-10-01T21:56:00.000+08:00

The
Inside
Speaks
Out.

The Child in me says,

"I want my goddamn Children's Day you bloody bastards!"

I reassure myself by saying,

"It's a freaking MONDAY for god's sake. There Should be no school! No work! Nothing! Nada! I think I speak for all when I say let the Mondays be Sundays.Why can't we just start on Tuesday instead? Adults. Support pls?"

The Non-Racist in me says,

"I want to learn Mandarin. So frustrating. I'm just wondering, what the hell are they saying. It's only human to want to know. I just cannot understand what these fucking chinks around me are talking bout. So racist! Speak English can? It's Universal."

I reassure myself by saying,

"Hua Yu Cool!"

The inspiringly confused adolescent in my says,

"Why should any teenager enjoying freedom submit to the authority of adults?"

I reassure myself by saying,

" I need to study. Argh!"

It's a tad bit different when the adult within is saying it.
Damn.

.Anal Retentive.

2007-09-19T20:46:00.000+08:00

It's Pretty Anal ...

You Are Totally Anal Retentive

Yup, you're so uptight - people definitely have called you "anal."You're the type of person who's so OCD you organize your M&Ms before eating them.You have so many rules and rituals, it's hard for you to let loose and enjoy life.So go ahead and mix up your alphabetized CD collection. Live a little!

http://www.blogthings.com/areyouanalretentivequiz/

The Last Negative Exchange: A Positive Approach

2007-09-11T22:48:00.000+08:00

The Negative Exchange Series Presents: A Positive Approach (finale)

A little positivity is the remedy.
Let's hope for some hope.

W R I T I N G I N P R O G R E S S . . . .

The Negative Exchange - An Attempt To Disconnect.

2007-09-03T00:29:00.000+08:00

The Negative Exchange Series Presents: An Attempt To Disconnect.

Do not unfasten your safety belt when this sign lights up.

Safety?

What happens if I do unfasten it?

( If you're thinking bout that stupid tv show called Lost whereby there's a scene in the first few episodes whereby the plane is about to crash and people start bouncing off the walls and stuff you are outta of freaking mind. And you watch too much TV. Metaphorically speaking of course.)

Connect&Disconnect. Agree? We don't want to go to school because we wanna learn, do Math, read books, do karangan or kefahaman or an English compre or analyse a Literature text or painfully listen to the very mundane and factual facts that the Science teacher is blabbering about, right? All we want to do is see our friends again. And we ask ourselves, I ask myself,

are we really so attached to them?

I guess you could say that the fucking belt got stuck somehow for now.

I hope I get it off someday. Don't want to fall into the traps of peer pressure.

More like too late to unfasten your seat belt...

For now, Have A Pleasant Flight!

!!!

The Negative Exchange - no!don'tputthatinyour...

2007-08-12T22:37:00.000+08:00

The Negative Exchange Series Presents : No!Don't putthatinyour...

Mouth. I really can't help myself you know. Don't do that. Don't nod your head in agreement. Do disagree to what i'm trying to say. I feel like

I'm standing on the edge of a plank that has the word FAT written all over it. On standby. Ready to jump into the pool of the "Uncurables". You get it? It's not like I wanna jump. It's the plank. It's tilting towards one side. My side. Forcing me to jump. Forcing me to jump but I'm still hanging on, Hanging in. There. Hanging on. Clinging on.

People: People say i'm fat.
I: Honey, PEOPLE are crazy.

Disclaimer: What were you thinking? No! I am not turning suicidal. FYI. I'm not anorexic or bulimac or any of that sick shit.

I HEART FOOD!

The Negative Exchange - lostandsomestillnotfound.

2007-08-12T21:09:00.000+08:00

The Negative Exchange Series Presents: LostandsomestillnotFound.

I'll start with the lost first of course. How else would you find the found?
Then again, in some strange way it's possible.

Numero Uno: My genuine leather wallet.
How? - In a cinema. Dropped it I guess.
Current Status: Found!
How? - Thanks to the acknowledgement slip in it so some lady who works there called the number on it.

thank you lady!

Number 2: Swatch Coldnose. My beloved winter/artic-themed Swatch watch! You know, the one with penguins,eskimos and igloos. Well, lots of penguins but only one igloo and an eskimo. I think. It looks childish but I just love that watch. It keeps me young.
How? - During Spec. Course Camp in June.
Current Status: Not Found.

Next,

Chemistry. I dont know why, but everything the teacher says sounds like Japanese to me.
Actually I do know why. I just cant be bothered to study.Why am I always so lazy?

Math. It's not in English anymore that's for sure. Ever sine the "the new nightmare" stepped in to my class.

MT. How do you think in Malay??? If you take Mandarin, do you think in Mandarin or English? your mind becomes somewhat like a translating dictionary with missing and blank pages through out doesnt it? I just can't. I think in English! Only English. I would love to think in 7 different languages but I just cant okay.I dont know.

Physics. Welcome to Blabbersville. I don't know what the fuck he's talking bout 9/10 of the time. All I do is sit down, look around and scribble shit and numbers in my workbook. I used to understand something. Now, I just don't.

Literature. I just need to read more that's all.

All of the above under Next: NOT FOUND.

I am very much in need of a MAJOR REVELATION.

The Negative Exchange - enteringzitopia.

2007-07-22T20:59:00.000+08:00

The Negative Exchange Series Presents: Entering Zitopia.

Zitopia. Same world, same universe. A place not so far away - beside your(my) smile, infront of the ears(sideburns) and of course the nesting grounds(forhead and around the mouth area which also includes the chin). Land of many little dots. The red ones are usually the type does not come quietly. Provoked? You would now have to deal with it being angry. Keep in mind, they do not jump for joy the next day. Happy waiting. The white ones however are pretty much easier to tackle. Soft, cooked and ready for As·sas·si·na·tion. Be prepared for the ultimate disgust. Oozy oozy ooze baby!

They say: Patience. Is the answer to all waitings in life.
I say: Yeahcymama...

Just when you think Singaporeans are...

2007-06-11T21:12:00.000+08:00

Just when you think Singaporeans are...

Normal. Let's not even talk about Singaporeans okay. Let's be nice and call them people. How bout that?
I was in the queue trying to get a drink at GV when I saw this boy, probably like 9 or 10 years old, DRINKING melted cheese with a straw. Picture this, a fattwatty 10 yr old that has had too much too eat DRINKING cheese ( you know when you buy nachos got cheese right?) with a straw in public. That's not all that was going on. The
f a t h e r was doing it too.

O! How sweet....Like they say, like father like son. :)

It's good to know that atleast they used a straw.
to suck cheese.
in public.
damn.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Okay. This is kinda old but i just have to post it. The look that you see on that slut's face after 46 , 47 seconds or so is just.... priceless!

Would i be crazy if i said that that was kinda mean?
But I LOVE SARAH!

NEXT....

Lessons in life that you learned from Imran's blog. We dont call it life lessons here. We call it, Lessons in life that you learned from Imran's blog. I think you already know this one.

Dont Point Your Fucking Finger At Crazy People.

:D

Come and go. and go.

2007-06-04T17:43:00.000+08:00

Come and Go. and Go.

Here I am...

I'm back.Well, it was alright. Camp was very alright. I didn't felt like my limits were being pushed.
I got 3rd Sergeant. 70%. Better than nothing. I know i ain't that great in NCC but seriously I gave my best during all the tests. I think.

HEY! It's an A.
I think of it as a grade. Like another subject.
An A in NCC for me not so bad eh?

Its gonna sound so wrong if i say this but I think I miss camp.
I know. WEIRD EH? Very not Imran.
Don't know why I'm suddenly feeling very passionate bout the CCA that I'm usually not passionate at all...
NCC lah!

Had drama today.
Some people were shocked that I came. They thought i was in kijal. long story.... :/
Played this interesting coin-stealing game. Strategies and tactics.
Not something I'm very good at.
i just go with the flow. And watch.

Here i am.Back on track.i think.

2007-05-31T19:49:00.000+08:00

Here I am...

I've decided to talk a little bit bout whats going on in my life right now.

yesterday was Day1 of NCC Specialist Course at Pasir Laba Camp.Before it even began, I was lost. Some of us had planned to meet up at Tampines MRT station at 6am. I was one of them. I took a cab and wasted like 7 freaking bucks cause of the stupid midnight charge and i took a cab becos i woke up a litlllllle late....theres a midnight charge at 5,6 am in de morning????
i reached the station at about 5:51 am. Nobody was there. So, i went on my own.
Took a train ride all the way to Boon Lay. Damn. I cant feel my arse after 3/4 of the journey.
Found out that i made a mistake by coming here there first.. i was actually supposed to go to Amoy Quee Camp at Yio Chu Kang.Stupid. I cant go back. Stupid.i wouldnt have enough time. Stupid. it was already 7 by then, i should be at Amoy Quee camp by 7:30 and then there would be a bus from there to fetch us to go to Pasir Laba Camp.Argh!
So i took bus 193 to go to the campsite. I asked some NS guy and he said, " 2 more stops then you stop."...I missed my stop.Nobody rang the freaking bell so I missed.So i stopped at the next stop.... and WALK ALL THE WAY BACK....then cross the road..trying to find the entrance of the camp... WALK AGAIN FOR GOD KNOWS HOW LONG.... found out that it was actually Jurong Camp.What the hell.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! I asked the guard wheres Pasir Laba Camp and he said, " Oh, you have to take a taxi. Tell the driver to go to Pasir Laba Camp." Shit.

So i did. took another cab. and had to pay another freaking 6,7 bucks also. Thanks to morning peak hour.

>Theres a lot more LOST IN LIFE MOMENTS...too many actually.I'm too lazy to type it all out.<

First. As usual all the admin stuff.Then had some talk.and another.and another.
Lunch was ghastly.What you expect? Its camp food...
Had like tours and stuff. ok.cool. not bad.
Went to School Of Infantry Weapons.Pretty awesome. Can touch touch. And carry carry.
But no ammunition la..

Scorching hot day.Drank alot. March a little - alot.
dinner was better.
Then everyone got ready to go back home and stuff.
book out.

i'll talk about today. on the 3rd of June.If i have time.
Now i must study for IFC and trainfire test. and also GSK test. aiyoh. NCC also got test. MUST STUDY SOMMORE.
Bet you have no idea what the hell is IFC,trainfire and GSK. :p
who cares.Actually i do.
tml morning book in again. I'll be staying there until 3rd June. Sigh.

glad i got my flame back on.
Burning.slow.

Across The Universe

2007-05-27T22:29:00.000+08:00

A treat for your eyes...

At once gritty, whimsical and highly theatrical, Revolution Studios' Across the Universe is an original movie musical springing from the imagination of renowned director Julie Taymor (Frida, Titus, and the Broadway smash hit musical "The Lion King") and writers Dick Clement & Ian La Frenais (The Commitments).

A love story set against the backdrop of the 1960s amid the turbulent years of anti-war protest, mind exploration and rock 'n roll, the film moves from the dockyards of Liverpool to the creative psychedelia of Greenwich Village, from the riot-torn streets of Detroit to the killing fields of Vietnam. The star-crossed lovers, Jude (Jim Sturgess) and Lucy (Evan Rachel Wood), along with a small group of friends and musicians, are swept up into the emerging anti-war and counterculture movements, with "Dr. Robert" (Bono) and "Mr. Kite" (Eddie Izzard) as their guides. Tumultuous forces outside their control ultimately tear the young lovers apart, forcing Jude and Lucy – against all odds – to find their own way back to each other.

www.acrosstheuniverse.com

hello.

2007-05-27T00:40:00.000+08:00

Hello there.
Hello.
just felt like saying hello.

and again...

H E L L O .

stuff happens.

2007-05-17T21:31:00.000+08:00

stuff happens.
You know, when you're suppose to do something but then you're not doing it.
stuff happens.

.so the malu.10 - 30% of my face can be seen.

show and talk series. & BESOK MATHS!!!

2007-05-08T21:06:00.000+08:00

show and talk series. & BESOK MATHS!!!

SOME FUN NATURE-Y STUFF...

Save the earth some more lah!See!

Too much sun. or maybe plant poop.They do make poop right? I mean they use it, so I guess what goes in must come out!

i dont think so.

Hello: Safety First.

2007-05-07T21:09:00.000+08:00

Hello.

If killing wasn't a crime, many would die.
I would kill many.

As psychotic as I may sound, its true.
And I think many would agree.

:D

" I could just kill you!" - A little girl said this, in a british accent, while crying, shouting and hitting the floor or something. As seen on Supernanny. I think she was referring to her mother or someone.

I would totally feel the same way. I just wont cry/shout or do any floor hitting action.
i would rather smile while saying it.
It makes me happy.

:D

"Be Positive!" - said in a sarcastic tone while giggling then snortting.
"I am." - said by Imran that bloody liar who is smiling.

You have to be insane to keep sane.

2007-04-24T19:04:00.000+08:00

you have to be insane to keep sane.

Presenting TPSS SYF 2007... "Impulse."

2007-04-12T17:41:00.000+08:00

Presenting TPSS SYF 2007... "Impulse."

Its done.
We can't say we didnt dig deeper. We DUG. We DID do it.
But i guess it wasnt deep enough for that moment.
but We know we can do so much better and as long as we know that, we should be proud.
The most saddest and painful thing for me is not being able to go to rehearsals or just BEING with you guys.
With Engie. :(
Screw the silver.Screw the gold.

I'm crying on the inside fighting to put a smile on the outside.

I feel so empty.
Not happy not sad.

I love you all and I treasured every single minute, second..Every single MOMENT I spent and shared. I treasure.Cherish.

Keep Moving Forward

2007-04-01T13:59:00.000+08:00

Keep Moving Forward

"Around here, however, we don't look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things… and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths." - Walt Disney

just one more la..cannot tahan.

2007-03-24T23:31:00.000+08:00

Cannot Tahan.. one more!

i like de little one!

i love Nicole Parker!

2007-03-24T23:06:00.000+08:00

ONE of my favs since last year...
i love Nicole Parker!

have u ever seen such a kickass video before?

this one got deeper meaning...

a lesson to learn.

you have to see the original to know this one...

Lipsynch sommore lah, stupid bitch.

try to show u more of my favs nxt time...the SKITS.

taste.

2007-03-22T20:59:00.001+08:00

Taste.

my type.
Definitely not yours.
You mainstream people! Dont know how to appreciate indie music.
A shame.
not all lah. just some of you out there.

Strange Change

2007-03-21T22:29:00.000+08:00

Strange Change

This strange change
Is strangest of changes.
Changes so strange,
it changes strangely.
Changing strangely,
the strange changed.
Strangely changing,
the change is strange.

It changed . Strangely.

Changes For the Better?

I dont think so.

can u decipher the code?

How Ironic.

2007-03-16T22:18:00.000+08:00

How Ironic...

Its the so called "Holidays" but i cant seem to have any free time to blog at all.
It's either i'm too damn tired or too darn lazy. I guess its ME, not time.
2 - 5. 10 - 6. 8 - 6. 8 - 6.
I've been having school everyday. except today. :D
i was suppose to go to school today. 8 - 12.
i've not been feeling well. i'm a LIAR , LIAR! DAMN BLOODY LIAR!

Friday boring Day - Random Talk.

Fizzyfish says:

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