The Negative Exchange Series Presents: A Positive Approach (finale)


A little positivity is the remedy.
Let's hope for some hope.

W R I T I N G I N P R O G R E S S . . . .

The Negative Exchange Series Presents: An Attempt To Disconnect.





Do not unfasten your safety belt when this sign lights up.

Safety?

What happens if I do unfasten it?



( If you're thinking bout that stupid tv show called Lost whereby there's a scene in the first few episodes whereby the plane is about to crash and people start bouncing off the walls and stuff you are outta of freaking mind. And you watch too much TV. Metaphorically speaking of course.)

Connect&Disconnect. Agree? We don't want to go to school because we wanna learn, do Math, read books, do karangan or kefahaman or an English compre or analyse a Literature text or painfully listen to the very mundane and factual facts that the Science teacher is blabbering about, right? All we want to do is see our friends again. And we ask ourselves, I ask myself,


are we really so attached to them?



I guess you could say that the fucking belt got stuck somehow for now.

I hope I get it off someday. Don't want to fall into the traps of peer pressure.





More like too late to unfasten your seat belt...




For now, Have A Pleasant Flight!



!!!

The Negative Exchange Series Presents : No!Don't putthatinyour...




Mouth. I really can't help myself you know. Don't do that. Don't nod your head in agreement. Do disagree to what i'm trying to say. I feel like

I'm standing on the edge of a plank that has the word FAT written all over it. On standby. Ready to jump into the pool of the "Uncurables". You get it? It's not like I wanna jump. It's the plank. It's tilting towards one side. My side. Forcing me to jump. Forcing me to jump but I'm still hanging on, Hanging in. There. Hanging on. Clinging on.

People: People say i'm fat.
I: Honey, PEOPLE are crazy.

Disclaimer: What were you thinking? No! I am not turning suicidal. FYI. I'm not anorexic or bulimac or any of that sick shit.

I HEART FOOD!

The Negative Exchange Series Presents: LostandsomestillnotFound.



I'll start with the lost first of course. How else would you find the found?
Then again, in some strange way it's possible.


Numero Uno: My genuine leather wallet.
How? - In a cinema. Dropped it I guess.
Current Status: Found!
How? - Thanks to the acknowledgement slip in it so some lady who works there called the number on it.

thank you lady!


Number 2: Swatch Coldnose. My beloved winter/artic-themed Swatch watch! You know, the one with penguins,eskimos and igloos. Well, lots of penguins but only one igloo and an eskimo. I think. It looks childish but I just love that watch. It keeps me young.
How? - During Spec. Course Camp in June.
Current Status: Not Found.


Next,


Chemistry. I dont know why, but everything the teacher says sounds like Japanese to me.
Actually I do know why. I just cant be bothered to study.Why am I always so lazy?

Math. It's not in English anymore that's for sure. Ever sine the "the new nightmare" stepped in to my class.

MT. How do you think in Malay??? If you take Mandarin, do you think in Mandarin or English? your mind becomes somewhat like a translating dictionary with missing and blank pages through out doesnt it? I just can't. I think in English! Only English. I would love to think in 7 different languages but I just cant okay.I dont know.


Physics. Welcome to Blabbersville. I don't know what the fuck he's talking bout 9/10 of the time. All I do is sit down, look around and scribble shit and numbers in my workbook. I used to understand something. Now, I just don't.

Literature. I just need to read more that's all.


All of the above under Next: NOT FOUND.





I am very much in need of a MAJOR REVELATION.

The Negative Exchange Series Presents: Entering Zitopia.


Zitopia. Same world, same universe. A place not so far away - beside your(my) smile, infront of the ears(sideburns) and of course the nesting grounds(forhead and around the mouth area which also includes the chin). Land of many little dots. The red ones are usually the type does not come quietly. Provoked? You would now have to deal with it being angry. Keep in mind, they do not jump for joy the next day. Happy waiting. The white ones however are pretty much easier to tackle. Soft, cooked and ready for As·sas·si·na·tion. Be prepared for the ultimate disgust. Oozy oozy ooze baby!

They say: Patience. Is the answer to all waitings in life.
I say: Yeahcymama...

Just when you think Singaporeans are...


Normal. Let's not even talk about Singaporeans okay. Let's be nice and call them people. How bout that?
I was in the queue trying to get a drink at GV when I saw this boy, probably like 9 or 10 years old, DRINKING melted cheese with a straw. Picture this, a fattwatty 10 yr old that has had too much too eat DRINKING cheese ( you know when you buy nachos got cheese right?) with a straw in public. That's not all that was going on. The
f a t h e r was doing it too.

O! How sweet....Like they say, like father like son. :)

It's good to know that atleast they used a straw.
to suck cheese.
in public.
damn.
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Okay. This is kinda old but i just have to post it. The look that you see on that slut's face after 46 , 47 seconds or so is just.... priceless!

Would i be crazy if i said that that was kinda mean?
But I LOVE SARAH!

NEXT....

Lessons in life that you learned from Imran's blog. We dont call it life lessons here. We call it, Lessons in life that you learned from Imran's blog. I think you already know this one.





Dont Point Your Fucking Finger At Crazy People.


:D

Come and Go. and Go.

Here I am...

I'm back.Well, it was alright. Camp was very alright. I didn't felt like my limits were being pushed.
I got 3rd Sergeant. 70%. Better than nothing. I know i ain't that great in NCC but seriously I gave my best during all the tests. I think.

HEY! It's an A.
I think of it as a grade. Like another subject.
An A in NCC for me not so bad eh?

Its gonna sound so wrong if i say this but I think I miss camp.
I know. WEIRD EH? Very not Imran.
Don't know why I'm suddenly feeling very passionate bout the CCA that I'm usually not passionate at all...
NCC lah!

Had drama today.
Some people were shocked that I came. They thought i was in kijal. long story.... :/
Played this interesting coin-stealing game. Strategies and tactics.
Not something I'm very good at.
i just go with the flow. And watch.

Here I am...

I've decided to talk a little bit bout whats going on in my life right now.

yesterday was Day1 of NCC Specialist Course at Pasir Laba Camp.Before it even began, I was lost. Some of us had planned to meet up at Tampines MRT station at 6am. I was one of them. I took a cab and wasted like 7 freaking bucks cause of the stupid midnight charge and i took a cab becos i woke up a litlllllle late....theres a midnight charge at 5,6 am in de morning????
i reached the station at about 5:51 am. Nobody was there. So, i went on my own.
Took a train ride all the way to Boon Lay. Damn. I cant feel my arse after 3/4 of the journey.
Found out that i made a mistake by coming here there first.. i was actually supposed to go to Amoy Quee Camp at Yio Chu Kang.Stupid. I cant go back. Stupid.i wouldnt have enough time. Stupid. it was already 7 by then, i should be at Amoy Quee camp by 7:30 and then there would be a bus from there to fetch us to go to Pasir Laba Camp.Argh!
So i took bus 193 to go to the campsite. I asked some NS guy and he said, " 2 more stops then you stop."...I missed my stop.Nobody rang the freaking bell so I missed.So i stopped at the next stop.... and WALK ALL THE WAY BACK....then cross the road..trying to find the entrance of the camp... WALK AGAIN FOR GOD KNOWS HOW LONG.... found out that it was actually Jurong Camp.What the hell.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! I asked the guard wheres Pasir Laba Camp and he said, " Oh, you have to take a taxi. Tell the driver to go to Pasir Laba Camp." Shit.

So i did. took another cab. and had to pay another freaking 6,7 bucks also. Thanks to morning peak hour.

>Theres a lot more LOST IN LIFE MOMENTS...too many actually.I'm too lazy to type it all out.<

First. As usual all the admin stuff.Then had some talk.and another.and another.
Lunch was ghastly.What you expect? Its camp food...
Had like tours and stuff. ok.cool. not bad.
Went to School Of Infantry Weapons.Pretty awesome. Can touch touch. And carry carry.
But no ammunition la..

Scorching hot day.Drank alot. March a little - alot.
dinner was better.
Then everyone got ready to go back home and stuff.
book out.

i'll talk about today. on the 3rd of June.If i have time.
Now i must study for IFC and trainfire test. and also GSK test. aiyoh. NCC also got test. MUST STUDY SOMMORE.
Bet you have no idea what the hell is IFC,trainfire and GSK. :p
who cares.Actually i do.
tml morning book in again. I'll be staying there until 3rd June. Sigh.

glad i got my flame back on.
Burning.slow.

A treat for your eyes...



At once gritty, whimsical and highly theatrical, Revolution Studios' Across the Universe is an original movie musical springing from the imagination of renowned director Julie Taymor (Frida, Titus, and the Broadway smash hit musical "The Lion King") and writers Dick Clement & Ian La Frenais (The Commitments).

A love story set against the backdrop of the 1960s amid the turbulent years of anti-war protest, mind exploration and rock 'n roll, the film moves from the dockyards of Liverpool to the creative psychedelia of Greenwich Village, from the riot-torn streets of Detroit to the killing fields of Vietnam. The star-crossed lovers, Jude (Jim Sturgess) and Lucy (Evan Rachel Wood), along with a small group of friends and musicians, are swept up into the emerging anti-war and counterculture movements, with "Dr. Robert" (Bono) and "Mr. Kite" (Eddie Izzard) as their guides. Tumultuous forces outside their control ultimately tear the young lovers apart, forcing Jude and Lucy – against all odds – to find their own way back to each other.

www.acrosstheuniverse.com

Hello there.
Hello.
just felt like saying hello.


and again...


H E L L O .

show and talk series. & BESOK MATHS!!!

Hello.


If killing wasn't a crime, many would die.
I would kill many.

As psychotic as I may sound, its true.
And I think many would agree.

:D

" I could just kill you!" - A little girl said this, in a british accent, while crying, shouting and hitting the floor or something. As seen on Supernanny. I think she was referring to her mother or someone.

I would totally feel the same way. I just wont cry/shout or do any floor hitting action.
i would rather smile while saying it.
It makes me happy.

:D


"Be Positive!" - said in a sarcastic tone while giggling then snortting.
"I am." - said by Imran that bloody liar who is smiling.

you have to be insane to keep sane.

Keep Moving Forward


"Around here, however, we don't look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things… and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths." - Walt Disney

Cannot Tahan.. one more!

i like de little one!

ONE of my favs since last year...
i love Nicole Parker!

have u ever seen such a kickass video before?



this one got deeper meaning...




a lesson to learn.

you have to see the original to know this one...



Lipsynch sommore lah, stupid bitch.


try to show u more of my favs nxt time...the SKITS.

Taste.




my type.
Definitely not yours.
You mainstream people! Dont know how to appreciate indie music.
A shame.
not all lah. just some of you out there.

Labels: music

How Ironic...

Its the so called "Holidays" but i cant seem to have any free time to blog at all.
It's either i'm too damn tired or too darn lazy. I guess its ME, not time.
2 - 5. 10 - 6. 8 - 6. 8 - 6.
I've been having school everyday. except today. :D
i was suppose to go to school today. 8 - 12.
i've not been feeling well. i'm a LIAR , LIAR! DAMN BLOODY LIAR!


Friday boring Day - Random Talk.

Fizzyfish says:

quack quack

i forgot what i wanted to say. says:

blob blob blob

Fizzyfish says:

burp*

i forgot what i wanted to say. says:

*baaaaaaaa*

Fizzyfish says:

boogie wooogie woogie wooo

i forgot what i wanted to say. says:

ping wing pong wong

Fizzyfish says:

boombagaloooga

i forgot what i wanted to say. says:

baboola. shapalabamalamadingdong.

i forgot what i wanted to say. says:

beat that!

Fizzyfish says:

whama lama lama ka dinga ding dang ding dong

i forgot what i wanted to say. says:

i give up.

i forgot what i wanted to say. says:

ahhaaha

i forgot what i wanted to say. says:

that was de purest form of gibberish. i think,

Fizzyfish says:

(laughs)

HA!HA!HA!HA!HA! HA!

Labels: life

A little Somethin Somethin...


Waiting For the Bus.

WHERE'S THE RADIO!?

ahahhaha.


Came across a movie poster while checking whats the latest in theatres.


i pity her.

'Impulse' Showcase At Catholic High

Yesterday went pretty much well. inwardBOUND was having all their schools showcasing what the schools were doing for SYF 2007. We were suppose to like showcase and know where we stand and how we can do even better yadda yadda yadda. 9 schools were there including Tampines Sec(we totally kicked some ass!). Can't believe I was late in the end had to take a cab with Shafiqah and Ms Laz.So, it was very very interesting to see what the schools were doing, we even had to critique them.wasn't really in the mood to concentrate and comment on them. C'MON MAN! IT'S A SATURDAY.I give STAR RATINGS. :)First up was Xin Min,they were doingthis abstract play adapted from another play i think but there werent really that great. kinda boring i guess because characters werent really potrayed very well.Next up was, i think was Deyi..the did somthing bout coffin too big for the hole. Its adapted also. the script was good. i had my laughs but its like they had great lines but it wasnt delivered well. overall , okay lah... some of the music was the same as ours.Engie did well!

You know what? i'm just gonna fast forward a little bit...

Catholic High - me like!so wild and i love the language.RAwrrr!
Tanjong Katong Sec - me no like-like.
Ngee Ann - good topic. sad. a lil childish.me also not like.
Yishun Town - hmm..not like enough.not so swinging.
Katong Convent - " i must , i must, i must increase my bust". go figure.


Then after lunch was our turn, *TAMPINES*! WOHOOOO! WE DID GREAT! EVEN THOUGH THERE WAS A FEW TECHNICAL mistakes and STUFF. i cant believe i missed out a few lines during my monologue.DAMN.We still had SUBSTANCE. but we could have done better. Tampines got GOLD! actually gold with HONOURS. But then Mrs Crothers change it to gold...purposely one.oh well. not the real SYF one of course. we ranked second next to.....COMMONWEALTH.Had to admit, they were awesome! i was on the edge of my sit. so attention-grabbing!love it!

AFTER YESTERDAY , i am suddenly SO motivated to do even better! Cause NOW WE KNOW WHAT WE CAN DO, WE MUST DO IT! if not, it will be a waste. rehearse rehearse rehearse then get gold? NO WAY! EVERY single rehearsal i'm gonna give it my all! 1000%! no more slacking in the coming month. SYF in April so by March everything must brilliantly polished and refined.WE MUST GET STRONGLY GLUED, TOGETHER WE CAN BREAK THE CHAIN AND ACHIEVE SOMETHING NEW!!!!

GOLD WITH HONOURS LA..DUH.

AN AMERICAN CRIME

- The true story of suburban housewife Gertrude Baniszewski, who kept a teenage girl locked in the basement of her Indiana home during the 1960s.

Theatrical trailer.looks good.




.
.
.
.
.
.
you call that teach?

Twisted.

Fake.Fraud.Cheat.Phony.Bogus.
'What's up little snakehead?'
'Ouh. Really? I guess.'
'Sure?'

Fake.Fraud.Cheat.Phony.Bogus.
Eyelids ought to be sewn,
just looking at you.
Ears snipped off,
just listening to you.
A glimpse burns. A whisper kills.

Fake.Fraud.Cheat.Phony.Bogus.
Thy presence invades. Interferes.
My soul slowly creeps
Out of my body. Disgust.

Fake.Fraud.Cheat.Phony.Bogus.
Psst! Psst!
Pull a "friend" aside,
tell them stuff. When i'm just beside.
Pity, your victims caught in this entanglement,
This labyrinth you've desgined.So intricate.
Bewilderingly complex. It's almost deadly.

You're just twisted. That's all.

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a poem i wrote quite a long time ago...early Feb i think.
it no longer bothers me. only a thought lingering amongst my thoughts.

Labels: liars, poems, poetry, snakes

.::. With A Paddle .::.





I wanted to post this last monday. I guess today is the last monday.

KAYAKING IS SO BLOODY FUN!You should really try it. its awesome!
I had mine at Changi Sea Sports Club. i got my 1 star! and I want to go for 2 star by this yr hopefully.
I love water sports. eventhough i cant swim very well .....or swim.
It is so so so so so so so so so so fun! you really have to try it.
I had to do my capsize drill like 4 times to pass it!.. cause i keep forgetting to tap the kayak when i'm underwater.
its tiring. but its worth it. I got nice tan! in other words, i'm brown-er!
And someone died! there was ambulance...but it wasnt from the club or NCC ..it was from outside. That's why i guess we didnt do it in the sea! We DID do it in the sea at first but then we went to a so called "mini-sea"..... a big longkang la connecting to the sea. it stinks. and it tastes like fish guts. and dead fishis was floating everywhere. along with rubbish. someone even said that the water tasted like dog food!!!!
and you know what?...i'm really sporty now. i think.
i like sports now. kinda. not all sports. just some.
WATER is my ELEMENT!.... :D

Try-Poe_try.

Hey! Just wondering...hows the poem? nice or not? i made it you know! BY MYSELF! from ME! its ORIGINAL!
If you have comments/reviews/feedback bout it...COMMENT LAH! Even if you dont have comments....STILL COMMENT! :D
Tag the tagboard! Kooskoos!

I'm thinking of doing another one. Like one every month.

By the way, my cousin wrote a poem as well right after she read mine. I guess i she got inspired by me ~ hahahaahah! She doesn't have a blog so she has asked me to post it on my blog.I'M A NICE PERSON. For showcase and for feedback. It goes something like this...

Misery

as heavy as rock
burden on my back
i carry everyday
without a single drop of tear

facade behind those smiles
lies behind those words
a mask is what i put on
to go through my horrific day

uncertainty -to what lies ahead
insecurity ponders upon me
pieces of light falling
allowing darkness to reveal itself

wish everything would end
so would my misery
but that's just an illusion of my heart
figments of my imagination.

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so SHOOT!

LOW ON FUEL - part 2

it's only the third week of school and i feel like i've been in school for a month.
serious.

I've been very lazy lately...homework anyhow do. NOT paying any attention in class. Actually... i do! But as for Eng and Chem, CAN DOZE OFF anytime arh!

BUT... yesterday i finally took the time to organize some stuff.

More organization is STILL in need.

Oh yah, the "taking the weekends to unwind" thing...NOT HAPPENING.

And I somehow really really like my new class. REALLY!
i feel very happy. everytime.
FUN FUN FUN! LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH! SCREAM SCREAM SHOUT! WILD&LOUD!

IT'S NOT BAD AT ALL!

Those Silent Moments...

Hush now
Just listen, you'll
think about it, you'll
wonder - you ask yourself
Things, she said
they said.

Sometimes you shut up
and just shut up!
It bothers me,
you have no empathy
rather your thoughts astray.
Your unfathomable nature - i ignore.

A voice
I value and hear.
Such truthful actuality. Honest.
I didn't know till now.
I treasure, deeply.

Silence
What it does, a moment
to ponder, to reflect.
The effect
so strong - it
makes it a moment.
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LOW ON FUEL!

Q: How's life been?
A: i'm exhausted!

Updates Ahoy!


1. Awana Kijal was FAB! I DID had pics. took them with my "O, so wonderful!" UNDERWATER camera! Which i used for taking pictures underwater and on land. I took the camera to a photo shop to have my pics done. And... you know when you go to a photo shop, then they give u this piece of paper and tell you to bring it on a particular at a particular time? Well, i lost that paper. So...heck it.

2. Camp was alright. I mean ... its okay right?.. HAVING TO GET TORTURED ON YOU BIRTHDAY FOR ALMOST 3 DAYS IN A ROW WHEN FOR GOD SAKE'S , THE SECOND DAY WAS SUPPOSE TO BE A DAY WHERE U HAVE FUN AND ENJOY BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOO... I HAD TO GO FREAKING CAMP. its still alright. I got a chance to escape from almost-hell for a few hours where you can TALK and have FUN with not-so-normal people.Well, they're still normal in my book. :D Thanks guys for making my day ...a day. Go Chengycheng! hahahaha!

3. Dropped art! i hope so.They better not expect me to be in art class.NO WAY! I got my beloved (SS)History! thank god! I took Literature too. Well, i guess Lit could help me out in some stuff i planned to do in the future. It's a secret....shhh...but i think some of you know. and its NOT THAT! its ANOTHER thing.Keep guessing! muahahahaah!ok. along with these subjects as well - EnglishMathsAMathsMalayCombSci(chem/phy.... I STILL CANNOT BELIEVE I'M A ONE-BOOK SCIENCE PERSON...I WASNT EVEN AIMING FOR THREE... I WAS EXPECTING TO BE A TWO-BOOK SCIENCE PERSON...AFTER ALL THE SCIENCY STUFF THAT HAS HAPPEN TO ME...SEE! I'M SCIENCE-Y!)

4. I supported some new causes as well. couldnt remember the names though.errr..ermm..ar...something and a...something. i suppose to blog on this 17 DEC okay.So, have a lil faith!

5. I'm 14. I'm bored. Isnt something suppose to happen when u're 14?

6. Well, SYF! sooooo much fun..... and sweat and blood(NADA! just a blister!) and pain and tears and screaming and shouting and yelling and more shouting and more pain and screaming and running and moving and walking and stuff and you do things and you dont really know what you're really doing and you're still doing it AND its sooooo damn tiring but you're STILL screaming and shouting and loosing weight(nada too. just a whole lot of panting and a bucket of sweat and a bottle of body odour) and burning calories(for that moment maybe) and and more screaming and shouting and....( long sigh................longer!)...its still fun! loving every minute!

7. i have stinky feet. and a ferrari.and cable.and a dog.and i get paid for everytime i smile.to myself.

8. YES! ITS TRUE! its all a lie. But you can still call it a "pay" when someone smiles back! Although some dont.....damn rotten fuck*** kooskoos. :D i would love to have dog!or a cat that looks like a dog. Oh, and i do have cable n stinky feet. :/

9. I recently just got cable! so exciting! its so lame...but i'm just so happy! Mom doesnt used to not allow cable cos she said, "later cnt study".But now she says she wants it only because my mom watched some show on ZeeTV at my aunt's hse then only she want. so.... . My sis also very excited. Get to see her korean shows and stuff.errr..ew. By the way ... the flatscreen and the DVR coming on the 10 Jan! its part of the package. and is it uncool if you say SCV? someone told me it sounds so 80s... did they even have SCV in the 80s? i dont think so. i dont.

10. its funny how something you say that seems to be a normal thing could have everyone saying in a very funny way. like, " Can you tell me why? Can YOU tell ME why?" or like, " I don't think so. i don't." or even " where are you?? No, where are you???(hands points to head)" . It's hilarious. so kooskoos. love the word kooskoos. and sciency!

11. i've become more sciency. no, really! i have! more HUMAN sciency! I love anthropology, sociology and all-time fav .... psychology!

12. Merry Christmas! so last yr. Well, happy new year! but yesterday sucks for me. had like two things happening...just didnt feel like celebrating... just felt like lazing around..and watch cable.couldnt even enjoy a real public holiday. 3 hari raya(s) in a yr.too much rite?...its too overwhelming especially when its new yr's eve as well. its like there's too many things happening too fast and not having enough time to enjoy them. oh well.

13. i updated my blog.finally.O yes!

14. what's 14 again?



GOODBYE! HAVE A GREAT NEW YEAR!
KOOSKOOS 07!

MAKE POVERTY HISTORY

It's kinda old but i dont think everyone knows this but here is 3 slightly different clips about poverty.
against poverty.

thevoices.












We're not asking for your money.
We're asking for your voice.






Now, where can i get my white band ?

SHUT UP & SING! POST IT!

i dont know whEther this could be seen in the previous post... so i'm posting it again ...

Overdued Comments

Been wanting to blog since the day school ended...honestly..i dont even feel like school has ended or will ever end. I thought i was gonna be filled with ultimate glee..NOT!... didnt came to me oh well.. look on the bright side i'm going to Awana Kijal again! Hopefully on the 6th or 7th until the 21st Nov. HOPEFULLY! Have to come back to school on the 6th..damnit!..

I got 58.8 % ONLY! (how low can i go?)
only got 1 A1...for Maths..DUH!...No biggie!others all Bs and Cs. I'm still alive... :D

Comments: Imran is a pupil with a very pleasant personality and mature perspective. He is always kind, friendly and willing to help. He has done a great job as an English Representive in his class and has contributed significantly to his CCA.

in other words:

pleasant personality - BORING!
mature perspective - i use brain and think.in a very normal adult-ish way that makes me abnormal.
kind, friendly and willing to help - Very KPO! and little bit suckup
done a great job as English Rep. - i got meh ?????
contributed significantly to his CCA - YAY ME! ( only goes to Drama not NCC..)

I got 44 hours for CIP!
"what can i say? ...... I'm a people person!"

SPEAK UP!





totally supportive about the freedom of speech thing.. just not the political part... and totally admire them for sticking to what they said and not taking back what the said. Amazing Women....Role Models.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION? ARE YOU AFRAID TO VOICE OUT YOUR OPINIONS? IS THERE A PRICE TO BE PAID ON FREE SPEECH? WHATEVER SIDE YOU FALL ON, GET YOUR OPINION OUT THERE.

For more details and information, visit www.myspace.com/shutupandsing .

i'm having another bad wednesday,,,,
i'm starting to think Wednesday is an unlucky day for me.
i just dont know what the hell is going right now...whats going on?
i feel like someone i trusted and like is someone completely different right now..or she could have been like that a long time ago...but i seriously dont know...
i feel cheated. i feel angry. i feel pain, i feel... i dont know what i feel anymore.

whats wrong with you people?!
whats wrong with everyone?!
whats wrong with this world?!
whats wrong with you???
i thought you were nice ... but then what you did to someone else is just so.. not what i think you would do.
this is one ugly world. seriously ugly.
i feel sorry for the other person...so sorry..
are YOU the one pretending?

i just dont know who to trust anymore.
i think its true, what someone said, this world is filled with shitty people except for some.
AND i'm NOT saying this like as if i myself very good. Cause i know..what goes on in my heart and mind is SO MUCH MORE DARKER then you can ever imagine.
TRUST NO ONE.its gonna be better.
better than this piece of - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

i seriously hate this fucking world i'm living in.Anyone else?


i think i'm seeing your true colours. i seriously do. and it does me so much pain.